Sleepy

As always, Monday is the day when I am hardly wake up from sleep. After enjoying the two-day breaks, my mind and soul have already gone somewhere, maybe in the heaven or wherever that makes me overjoyed. Life must be enjoyable, enjoy as high as possible, as you can, out of our limitation, it does not matter! Most importantly, BE HAPPY! Life is so short, try to ask yourself, how many 10 years you got in your whole life? 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8...? Will you exceed 100? Yes you might, nobody knows this. You might become the oldest man in the world, can even break the current world record, make the history, bring honour to the country, to your family, to yourself! Who knows this?

Today is the first day of Religious Emphasis week, it has became our school's culture and it is held annually. Guess what? Nothing special happened. I sat and just listened to the speaker, do not even know what was he talking as I never concentrate, so sleepy. Kept on talking with Chee Yang, to avoid me fall sleep.

My mission has successfully PASS! I pass all my subjects, including BM. Got A, A-, B+, B and D... D for BM, damn sad.

Fatigued~

I really can not withstand the hot wheather, just like I am being roasted, the feeling is hard to described, somehow the body temperature rises tremendously, just like having severe fever or dengue.

Ironically, my name does not exist in the list of 100m. I participate the 200m and 4x100m race. Both also got number 2. At first I had already accelerate, but decelerate when approaches to the end point and as a result, I got transcended by Sherman, if not I will be the first!

Extremely fatigued, skin turns red, freaking hot now! Wanna sleep soon...!

UPDATED 25 MARCH 2010

Those gossips are really irritative, sometimes. But you must understand it, if not life will not going on peacefully. Sometime we really need to understand it, we are man, we are human, we are mature. Whoever acts like a kid will definitely eliminated from the society where you can see how realistic and cruel is the world. Such a realistic world we have, a little bit of mistakes or misbehaviors might influence your future, indeed, you will be totally out. Silly mistakes kill you!

I manage to get A for Biology, Chemistry and Physics. Unbelievable. Before that I thought I can only get a lousy B+ for both Physics and Chemistry. But, it ends up with a great surprise. Actually I do not like Physics, if have a choice, I will rather give up Physics. For me, Biology and Chemistry are my favorite subjects. Somehow I feel that I like Add Maths rather than Maths.

If the circumstances allow, who wants to be an audience? Beckham, I will support you forever, you are the captain! The king!

Today isn't a BAD day~

Well, today is not a BAD day as I expected before that. Moral, Literature In English and BC papers were returned back, sad and simultaneously happy. Sad because of poor Moral marks, really poor, sucks, do not want to say it anymore. Happy because got A for BC, B+ for Literature In English.

Satisfied? Not really satisfied. No A+, only got A and A-, B+. So sad. I admit I am not that smart, but also can not be labelled as SUCKS.

Unexpectedly, BM paper was not returned, teacher was telling us about the long journey ahead us. Firstly, we undergone UPSR and flying colours we got. Next, PMR. Also flying colours we got. After that, SPM, flying colours again? Hey! cy are you day-dreaming? Seriously I have no such high ability to conquer Add Maths and BM. But, one thing can be sure is, I will definitely strive the best, A+ for BM and Add Maths is not a problem.

Orientation starts. I've gave 3 free signs, but not full valid. Eh! Probates! Decorate my column first only come find me! OKAY?

Today isn't a BAD day.

Schooling~

One-week-holiday passes quickly just like an arrow, in a blink of eyes, it comes to the end, when everyone should keep away their holiday mood and return to normal life, that is, SCHOOLING. Holiday can be described as the diffusion, it forms a high concentration of water in the beginning, meaning it seemed to be endless. But, gradually, the particles of holiday move randomly and spread out, means that the arrival of its peak or climax, when everybody is in the happiest mood. Finally, the particles move uniformly until an equilibrium is achieved, that means the particles are completely dissolved and unable to move by itself, it depends on the solvent, and this is the arrival of end of term.

Huh? Biology? Describe the holiday using my Biology knowledge? Is it ridiculous?

I am unfortunate enough, my computer was attacked by virus. I discovered it on Friday but today only my parents brought it to be repaired. Finally, it has been reformated but sadly, everything gone! All the nice musics and pictures gone. Stupid virus! Luckily you attacked me after I finished my oral text, if not, I gonna die.

So, be prepare for tomorrow. Perhaps it will be the worst day.

Perverseness

The sun beamed inexorably on the land
the mother nature loses its allure, gradually
It has been devastated, indeed
Could thee hear the groan of the trees?
For methinks thou're still perverse!

Trees topples, soil unsupported
when thee skim through the newspapers
thou wilt realize how abhorrent are thee!
soil errosion, severe landslide,
global warming...what do thee wants more?
It's thy fault!

Thy rapaciousness
kill uncountable lifes!
Thy irresponsibilities
excruciate the mankind!
Thy impudence
destroy thy lovely mother nature!
oh my god!
everything's changed beyond recognition
such a deplorable mother nature!

Who wilt hear
the trees are crying;
the flowers are groaning;
the glasses are shrieking-
so, do treasure them
do love them like thou love thyself.
He knows thy sincereness, indeed.

Do love thyself

Somehow it dawned on me that,

that-i have to cease to be faithful

no more happiness; no more love;

it disappears

within a second-

but i still hover

still hover in the rain-

rain cures me

from pain, from excruciation

but, i know

i am subjected to guilty

failure, such a failure-

incurable

such a failure- it absolutely a

failure-

i am guilty

trapped in the love prison

recall the past with pangs in the heart

O! i am lost-

i feel the wind-

of thy love

soundlessly, foundle my face gently

disobedient tears-

exude from the moist eyes

inevitable-

hie!

get rid of this abhorrent circumstances

hie hie hie!-

youth is full of pleasure

treasure it

don't lose thy way

bright future

in our hand-

love thyself

do abhor wild behaviors

hie thee! get rid of your own world-

find thy happiness

pursue thy dream

thou wilt never know-

how realistic is the world

UPDATED~ 18 March 2010

Do you know how priceless is a hug? Have you ever hug your very love ones with your whole heart, or just wanna flaunt. Hug is meaningful, it brings hopes. The people around you needs a hug, especially your dearest and beloved parents who have made a lot of sacrifices on us, and do not ever neglect your siblings. When the appropriate time comes, do give them a very genuine hug.

"Your astounding achievements have motivated me to work harder." As you know SPM results were just released last Thurday, a week ago. Seeing the straight A's students, I can really feel their happiness, their efforts before the big exam were finally paid off. For me, my target is 8A, seriously, I do not have such high ability to conquer Malay Language and Additional Mathematics, sounds pessimistic but I will definitely to set to my studies with a will. After the sweet memory of PMR, now is the time for me to pursue for a higher bondary.

Time flies with just a blink of eyes, the seemingly endless one-week-holiday gonna end within 4 days. What have I done? NOPE! Oral text still remain untouched, Physics Peka still remain untouched, Chemistry report still remain untouched... Still have how many works that still remain untouched?! I dunno, maybe still have a large amount. Most importantly do not burn the midnight oil on Sunday night.

This Saturday I will go to school, with Thomas, Chi Way and Philip. Having work to do.

Do enjoy the holiday and good luck.

OH THEE! I LOVE THEE!

Oh thee! I love thee!

Oh thee! Thou are great

Oh thee! Thou are impeccable

Oh thee! Thou are humble

Oh thee! Thou are charming

Oh thee! Thou are petite

Oh thee! Thou are popular

Oh thee! I can't live without thee

Thou wilt always in my heart

Thou wilt be my lover

Thy charming eyes

I wilt never forget

Thy sweet smile

I wilt never forget

Thou are the best!

I LOVE THEE!

OH THEE! I LOVE THEE!

UPDATED~

First all, heartiest congratulation to the students who achieve astounding SPM results, let your proud result slip flutter in the air, lead you to have an extremely bright future. The same goes to my cousin who got 9A which contains only A+ and A, it is so pity that she got B+ for Chinese and Biology. For me, I will jump up as high as possible if I get this result.

Nothing to write, today just a short post...

DAY...DAY...DAY...

Happy to say that tomorrow is the 'day', day of independence, freed from exam!
Sad to say that tomorrow is also the 'day', day of miserable, BM papers kinda sucks!
Two more papers to go, P&P after recess as usual.
Yeah holiday is coming, is the time to rest, time to relax, time to play...
Btw, before I forget, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME and congratulations to me as I did not undergo the situation as bad as BEN...
Happy Birthday to Benedict and Tuck Seng too... This Thurday is Jeffrey's Birthday, GB??! YLC members plan from right now!